For the past few months I haven't been sleeping properly. It has taken over all aspects of my life. Most notably, here on my blog. I haven't blogged for months, because I simply haven't had the concentration span to finish a post. I've been irritable and moody. My short temper is now just a very [...]
Psychosis happens amongst people with the mental illnesses schizophrenia, schizoaffective disorder, post partum psychosis, and sometimes those with bipolar disorder, borderline personality disorder and severe depression. Psychosis is experienced in two different ways; hallucinations and delusions. Hallucinations are when a person hears, sees, smells, tastes or feels something that isn’t really there. It’s a sensory [...]
On the bus earlier, there was a couple whispering a few rows behind me. It freaked me the fuck out. Why? It reminded me of the voices I hear. The cruel, whispering words that shake me to my core. I often hear whispering when I'm depressed, they're malicious and make me feel extremely vulnerable. I [...]
I suffer from bipolar disorder, well known for it's symptoms of mania and depression. What many people don't realise is that some sufferers also experience psychosis. These could include delusions, auditory, visual and tactile hallucinations. For me, I hear voices. This happens during periods of extreme moods, so when I'm manic or severely depressed. I [...]
The word recovery means very different things to different people. The word is problematic and can ultimately be damaging. When people talk about recovery it marginalises those that can't. Some people use the word to describe the process and not an actual milestone. Some see it as having a positive outlook, that they see as [...]
Evil Nasty Freak Bitch Jealous Dangerous These are all words that people relate to psychosis. We all need to stop using it as a derogatory term. So often I hear people described as psychotic when they're being cruel, or acting unpredictably. Recently I saw someone on twitter describing an ex as a 'psychotic nazi.' Politicians, especially [...]
Not everyone realizes that some sufferers of Bipolar Disorder also have psychotic symptoms. These could include delusions, auditory and visual hallucinations. For me, I hear voices. This happens during periods of extreme moods, so when I’m manic or severely depressed. During mania, the voices can be comforting. I have many ideas racing through my [...]
I live with bipolar disorder, but also have symptoms of psychosis, which includes delusional thinking. I describe what delusions are in the post A Life Lived Vividly Series – What Is Psychosis? When I'm manic I experience delusions. I think I can do anything. I have what's called delusions of grandeur, where I believe I'm better [...]
Welcome to the start of a new series of posts on Stumbling Mind, dedicated to psychosis. I'll be sharing the lived experiences of others, discussing delusions and what they mean and describing some of the more surreal occurrences I've had when hearing voices. In this post, I'll start at the beginning; what is psychosis? Psychosis [...]
Yesterday I had a an episode of psychosis. It came in the form of auditory hallucinations, as it does with me. I've journaled my experiences before in the post My Hearing Voices Journal and felt as I sat in bed last night trying to sleep, but too anxious to do so, it was time to journal my [...]
