The Best Feeling Ever! When I’m in the grips of mania, I love Bipolar. The euphoria I feel is like no other drug. The feeling is addictive and I never want it to end. The mania is unbelievably epic, like I’m living in a blockbuster movie and I’m the star. The whole universe revolves around [...]
Category: depression
Breaking the Silence
Too many people with mental illness are silent. Silent with friends and family, Silent at work. Silent from their doctors, silent with themselves. Breaking that silence can feel like the hardest thing in the world. We worry about what others will think of us, and that they will judge us. Maybe they'll think we're attention [...]
The Warning signs of a Depressive Episode
Depression can be sneaky and creep up on you when you least expect it. I find the warning signs can happen either all at once, quickly and anticipated, or more slowly, like the depression is stalking me. I've written in detail about depression in my post 101 Things No one Tells You About Severe Depression This [...]
Stigma in the Workplace
The nature of having bipolar has meant I've had quite a few, varied jobs. I've worked in retail, childcare and for the local council. One thing each of these jobs has in common is whilst there, I've experienced mental health stigma. Whilst working in childcare, I was a supervisor of a team in charge of [...]
Mental health, the internet, and conspiracy theorists
Last week Time to Change charity shared this blog post What not to say to someone with Bipolar Part 2 on their social media channels. It was great to be able to reach a wider audience and to find new readers. In my foolishness, I decided to go on facebook, and read the comments section. This [...]
So, What Is Bipolar Disorder?
Bipolar disorder is characterised by extreme lows, and extreme highs. What I mean by this is extreme mood swings. Lows can lead to suicidal depression, and highs resulting in mania. Bipolar is extremely difficult to diagnose, as it affects people differently. Not everyone has extreme mania, which can result in reckless behaviour and delusions and [...]
Physical illness when I’m mentally well – it’s not fair!
It's a regular occurrence, whenever I find myself mentally stable, I become physically ill. It seems so unfair. I have lived with this phenomenon for years. As my mind starts to heal, my body relaxes and I find I'm much more susceptible to becoming physically ill. I have been stable for about four months. The [...]
What not to say to someone with Bipolar Part 2
Continuing on from the first part, which you can read here I've explored conversations I've had regarding bipolar. As I mentioned in part 1, many of the questions or statements are meant to help, but are things I have heard many, many times before. Sometimes they can be insulting, which is difficult to deal with. I have [...]
Stability
I've found myself in a a strange situation. It's one I haven't experienced for years. It's called stability. My life has been full of desperate lows and extreme highs and not much in between. It's been like this for over a decade. It's true I have had periods of stability, but usually they only last [...]
Time to Change Story Camp 2017
Filled with excitement and trepidation on Friday morning I woke early - about two hours earlier than I needed to, ready for Time for Changes' Story Camp. Fighting off the nerves I made all the important decisions; are those glittery shoes too much? Did I really need to coordinate my stationery with my bag and [...]
